Lola (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} lola33) wrote in junryouhana, |
Umm.. if that is a problem... that .. not caring thing.. then... I think I may have a problem. xD;;;
Well, I know what it's like to just let things and people go 'cause they're just not right in your path anymore. It's not a bad thing that you focus on what you're heading at, and if people don't understand that, then screw'em, you don't need people that don't understand and accept you.
I know we rarely talk to each other, and aside from our baka business, we've really never had much to talk about, but... despite that, I know you care about people and life and whatever you're doing because I've seen it. I've seen the entries about what you're doing, what new things you're trying, people you mention from your life. All of that means that you do care, just 'cause you don't go up to everyone and say "OMG I LOVE YOU MAN!", doesn't mean you don't. You said yourself that you remember everyone that has left by the wayside, that is caring... maybe not as much as the drunkards that shout out the above phrase to everyone they see, but.. it is.
So you used to be the smiley, happy, bouncy person... people change. You don't need to look back a few years and go, "why aren't i like that now?" 'cause... life happens, it's not a fault, you've just gotta take it and roll with the punches and all that stuff. If who you are now is someone that isn't constantly smiley and bouncy and takes a while to reply to emails and doesn't really care all that much about people on the sidelines, then.. that's who you are. If people don't accept that, they can crawl in a ditch and die... I'd be more than happy to fly over there and piss on them for not getting that not everyone is a bouncy, social-butterfly and email/phone-whore.
The strangest thing in the whole entry is... how much you sound like ME. Damnit.. aren't we all supposed to be one of a kind?!??!?!?!? *whimper* xppppp
wow.. this is long and rambly, but.. you could probably use a good long rambly, eh? long ramblies are good to get once in a while. really.. or so i've heard since i never get them myself... but yes... long rambly.... AWAY! *posts*
Well, I know what it's like to just let things and people go 'cause they're just not right in your path anymore. It's not a bad thing that you focus on what you're heading at, and if people don't understand that, then screw'em, you don't need people that don't understand and accept you.
I know we rarely talk to each other, and aside from our baka business, we've really never had much to talk about, but... despite that, I know you care about people and life and whatever you're doing because I've seen it. I've seen the entries about what you're doing, what new things you're trying, people you mention from your life. All of that means that you do care, just 'cause you don't go up to everyone and say "OMG I LOVE YOU MAN!", doesn't mean you don't. You said yourself that you remember everyone that has left by the wayside, that is caring... maybe not as much as the drunkards that shout out the above phrase to everyone they see, but.. it is.
So you used to be the smiley, happy, bouncy person... people change. You don't need to look back a few years and go, "why aren't i like that now?" 'cause... life happens, it's not a fault, you've just gotta take it and roll with the punches and all that stuff. If who you are now is someone that isn't constantly smiley and bouncy and takes a while to reply to emails and doesn't really care all that much about people on the sidelines, then.. that's who you are. If people don't accept that, they can crawl in a ditch and die... I'd be more than happy to fly over there and piss on them for not getting that not everyone is a bouncy, social-butterfly and email/phone-whore.
The strangest thing in the whole entry is... how much you sound like ME. Damnit.. aren't we all supposed to be one of a kind?!??!?!?!? *whimper* xppppp
wow.. this is long and rambly, but.. you could probably use a good long rambly, eh? long ramblies are good to get once in a while. really.. or so i've heard since i never get them myself... but yes... long rambly.... AWAY! *posts*
